Lend me your ears.

I wanted to start writing in the morning, so I am.  I should have a steaming hot cuppa coffee next to me, but I'm a little finance-jittery, as we spent some cash on a new drumset, at 1968 Ludwig Jazz 3-piece:

She's a beaut!  I changed some hardware around with my mobile kit, which I'm selling on Craigslist (in case you're interested), and this little beast soon to be a-whollopin'.  Carried her down a fourth floor walk up in the Lower East Side.  

That was right before I picked up a new loveseat for our apartment.

Cozy little number.. I rolled it across Crown Heights on a dolly with the help of a friend, dodging strollers and cars - an adventurous day.

I'm trying to keep the faith on this roller coaster of a life I chose.  One moment I feel like everything is within my grasp and I can see 'the plan' clearly.  The next moment I feel like a vortex should suck me down into nothing so I don't have to think about all the real or imagined weights piling up on my shoulders.  Money worries, doubt, fatigue, and somehow, boredom.

I've got to find somebody to talk to.